Thursday, April 05, 2007
i had misunderstood your words..
i thought u were saying not to believe in people?LOL
i also dunno what u meant too?hahax
im just very afraid now to believe in people le...
maybe i would jus keep things to myself...
or just blog it out here...blogging makes me feel better..
but i still have trust in some people..haha..
im afraid of the word..friendship le..haix
its been 5 years,and it seems like every year i also have problems...
and its the same one
friendship...
im now very afraid le..haix..
in the morning,still was thinking of dying to solve problems..
its true,if u dun believe,i have nothing to say.
i felt like life had nothing meaningful for me at all?
maybe it was just my fate..
but i have come to terms with it le..after having some fresh air at the beach..
i felt so relaxed...
but i still choose to believe in my assumption..
even though you all had said..nope..like what i had said..LOL
i hope nothing will happen le..
i will be so affected if it happens again.
i have not been studying...have been slacking...haix.
i just have no mood..
this are all my feelings...No offence please...
i dunno whether i will choose to believe in friendship again?
cuz i had been having so many problems for this..
im feeling very tired le..
trying my best to use homeworks for me to numb myself..
so that i won't think too much
i rather myself going bonkers now rather than thinking too much
cuz im simply too tired of things going on
I just wanna say one last sentence..
I love all of you as my FRIEND.muacks..LOL..
i thought u were saying not to believe in people?LOL
i also dunno what u meant too?hahax
im just very afraid now to believe in people le...
maybe i would jus keep things to myself...
or just blog it out here...blogging makes me feel better..
but i still have trust in some people..haha..
im afraid of the word..friendship le..haix
its been 5 years,and it seems like every year i also have problems...
and its the same one
friendship...
im now very afraid le..haix..
in the morning,still was thinking of dying to solve problems..
its true,if u dun believe,i have nothing to say.
i felt like life had nothing meaningful for me at all?
maybe it was just my fate..
but i have come to terms with it le..after having some fresh air at the beach..
i felt so relaxed...
but i still choose to believe in my assumption..
even though you all had said..nope..like what i had said..LOL
i hope nothing will happen le..
i will be so affected if it happens again.
i have not been studying...have been slacking...haix.
i just have no mood..
this are all my feelings...No offence please...
i dunno whether i will choose to believe in friendship again?
cuz i had been having so many problems for this..
im feeling very tired le..
trying my best to use homeworks for me to numb myself..
so that i won't think too much
i rather myself going bonkers now rather than thinking too much
cuz im simply too tired of things going on
I just wanna say one last sentence..
I love all of you as my FRIEND.muacks..LOL..
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