Wednesday, April 04, 2007
just what am i doing??
im having so many mixed feelings now..
confused,sad,irritated,feel like dying..
i am so confused over things going on le...
i dunno exactly why things are happening..
can someone tell me why?
i duno what i did to deserve all this?
i know all this just would not stopped.
so i just have to say..say all that you want.
i cannot stop you..
things are just keep going on and on.
i thought of dying..maybe it does solve matters?
but i dunno whether its a good solution.
i am not dying cuz of this problems.
families does makes me irritated too..
i cannot take it..
i just need some breathing space..
can't i just listen to music?
can you just stop nagging at me..
im really very tired le..
im tired of all things going on
naggings going on..things going on in school...homeworks
i know the 2 of you just don't want to tell me the truth.
as you all don't want me to be thinking too much..
and maybe this is the best solution.
so now,i must forget everything!but i need time
i had lost trust in friendship once.
and 2 of u give me believe again.
as for now,i duno whether to believe in it again or not?
5 years of friendship,and it became like this.
2 years of friendship seems to be stronger than 5 years.
i dunno what to say.
i had treasured this friendship until now...but now i don't think i should anymore.
if i am starting to be cold towards you,i think that is what you should deserved.
but hopefully i would not..
no names being mentioned here...so dun GUESS!
im tired...this is all that i could say...i feel like having a break from everyting.
maybe homework could numb me afterall..
i don't want to be aware of things going on le
I WANT TO BE MYSELF NOW!!
I WILL TRY MY BEST!
thanks meiqi..maybe what u said in my tag.is true...
i would not doubt them..but i duno whether i had lost trust in friendship already..
Thanks afterall...
I love blogging.it make me feel good after typin...LOL
[i think of you whenever i am in problems..
cuz u seems to chase away my problems for me]
im having so many mixed feelings now..
confused,sad,irritated,feel like dying..
i am so confused over things going on le...
i dunno exactly why things are happening..
can someone tell me why?
i duno what i did to deserve all this?
i know all this just would not stopped.
so i just have to say..say all that you want.
i cannot stop you..
things are just keep going on and on.
i thought of dying..maybe it does solve matters?
but i dunno whether its a good solution.
i am not dying cuz of this problems.
families does makes me irritated too..
i cannot take it..
i just need some breathing space..
can't i just listen to music?
can you just stop nagging at me..
im really very tired le..
im tired of all things going on
naggings going on..things going on in school...homeworks
i know the 2 of you just don't want to tell me the truth.
as you all don't want me to be thinking too much..
and maybe this is the best solution.
so now,i must forget everything!but i need time
i had lost trust in friendship once.
and 2 of u give me believe again.
as for now,i duno whether to believe in it again or not?
5 years of friendship,and it became like this.
2 years of friendship seems to be stronger than 5 years.
i dunno what to say.
i had treasured this friendship until now...but now i don't think i should anymore.
if i am starting to be cold towards you,i think that is what you should deserved.
but hopefully i would not..
no names being mentioned here...so dun GUESS!
im tired...this is all that i could say...i feel like having a break from everyting.
maybe homework could numb me afterall..
i don't want to be aware of things going on le
I WANT TO BE MYSELF NOW!!
I WILL TRY MY BEST!
thanks meiqi..maybe what u said in my tag.is true...
i would not doubt them..but i duno whether i had lost trust in friendship already..
Thanks afterall...
I love blogging.it make me feel good after typin...LOL
[i think of you whenever i am in problems..
cuz u seems to chase away my problems for me]
ii m living a simple life.
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