Tuesday, April 24, 2007
a long time since i blog..
saturday went for cross country..
then after that went home bath...
then afternoon,3 plus took bus to meiqi house there...
then went to take 34 to go airport study..was fun..
but din really study....hahax..
i regretted going there...seriously(cause of some personal stuffs)..haix..
why must it happened?and it affected me..haix..
just go away,get out of my sight please...this is what i hope..
my mood was so down..
on the bus home,decided to on music to relax myself..
im just so stress up..
with studies..with my life...haix..
i don't want to think of you..but it just came to my mind suddenly..haix..
im so confused now too...
sunday:
still not in a good mood..sianx...
was thinking of things instead of revising work...i must be mad..haix..
Monday:
blues.....kept quiet..
don't feel like talking..i don't know why either..
sititng alone in class..cuz meiqi never come..hahax..
quite bored..no one to talk to..
lunch..someone said something..
and i thought about it??
is it true?
can i hope it will not be true??
im just not in the mood...
but seeing somebody does makes me happy..
i think i am going bonkers if this happens..
cuz i know for that,it won't happen..
but why does my mind keep thinking of the other him??
there's 2 person on my mind now...haix..
but its quite torturing to know that you have 2 persons on your mind at the same time..
and you even know that there will not be any good ending for this..haix..
Today one teacher makes me happy with what she had said..Thanks..
but i still think i am..hahax..
im just so stress up with my life..
im so confused..
so many feelings in my heart at one time..
i cannot take it..
i feel like going bonkers soon if this is going to happen for long..
i need someone to talk to...can i?
but who can i turn to?
im just so afraid...haix
wo hen xiang ting de hua..
ni neng gao shu wo ma??
i have no mood for anything this few days..
im just so down....
things have been going out of my control...
i dunno how could i stop it..
i just hope time could stop....
at least,i will have the time
saturday went for cross country..
then after that went home bath...
then afternoon,3 plus took bus to meiqi house there...
then went to take 34 to go airport study..was fun..
but din really study....hahax..
i regretted going there...seriously(cause of some personal stuffs)..haix..
why must it happened?and it affected me..haix..
just go away,get out of my sight please...this is what i hope..
my mood was so down..
on the bus home,decided to on music to relax myself..
im just so stress up..
with studies..with my life...haix..
i don't want to think of you..but it just came to my mind suddenly..haix..
im so confused now too...
sunday:
still not in a good mood..sianx...
was thinking of things instead of revising work...i must be mad..haix..
Monday:
blues.....kept quiet..
don't feel like talking..i don't know why either..
sititng alone in class..cuz meiqi never come..hahax..
quite bored..no one to talk to..
lunch..someone said something..
and i thought about it??
is it true?
can i hope it will not be true??
im just not in the mood...
but seeing somebody does makes me happy..
i think i am going bonkers if this happens..
cuz i know for that,it won't happen..
but why does my mind keep thinking of the other him??
there's 2 person on my mind now...haix..
but its quite torturing to know that you have 2 persons on your mind at the same time..
and you even know that there will not be any good ending for this..haix..
Today one teacher makes me happy with what she had said..Thanks..
but i still think i am..hahax..
im just so stress up with my life..
im so confused..
so many feelings in my heart at one time..
i cannot take it..
i feel like going bonkers soon if this is going to happen for long..
i need someone to talk to...can i?
but who can i turn to?
im just so afraid...haix
wo hen xiang ting de hua..
ni neng gao shu wo ma??
i have no mood for anything this few days..
im just so down....
things have been going out of my control...
i dunno how could i stop it..
i just hope time could stop....
at least,i will have the time
ii m living a simple life.
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