im sad...but what can i do???
haix...just so disappointed..
what had happened exactly??why is it like this?
i dun understand why??
i put in effort,but this is what i had gotten...haix...
these few days aren't just in the mood.
feeling somekind of irritated sometimes..haix...
im sorry if i flew my temper at you...
thinking of forgetting it and just let it go..but i kept reminded of it..haix..
but sometimes its hard...im just so disappointed...
i wish to have some quiet moments now..haix..
i hope i will not be reminded of it...haix.

yesterday had an advanced birthday celebration with my family..
but i just dun seem to be happy?maybe because of this matter that had affected me..haix...
putting on a fake smile yesterday...its tough for me..haix..
IM just so SAD now...haiX...
if you know what happened,i hope some of u can just keep quiet about it..
cuz i dun wanna see those hyprocrites to be so pretentious..
(you think its a good excuse by just saying that?)