im still not over it yet.
im missing him everyday.
im feeling lost without his presence in my life.
i dunno what i could do..
cliques,thanks for company in school.or else,i don think i would be even smiling.cause this is too much a blow for me to handle.
i dunno how could i react.
sometimes i even hope that the clock could turn back.
i regreted for my decision that morning.
i hate myself for hesitating.
if i did go in the morning...haix.
he will always be in my memory...
i miss his smile,
i miss him calling out for me.
i miss going into that room..
i miss seeing him hugging the pooh bear..haix.
that was his favourite bear...
i still miss him afterall..
seeing his smile everyday could brighten up my life.
but now,my life seems to be very dull without him anymore.
im always feeling lost.haix
what is all that i could do is only missing him...haix.

cliques,thanks for consoling me.
i still need much more time...
i enjoy each and every of your company everyday.
it would at least help me feel happy when im in school.
thanks for the company today,Yvonne.